gone
nov 10, 1990

back to the safety of my room
where i can lock out the rest of the planet
and forget a little of my gloom
pack it on the shelf just say can it.
away from the constant fear
knowing my life is waiting near
i'd be fine if i could just wallow here
in my lies in my lies
i am simply a horrid person
no arguement from anyone on this
my world would change with one kiss
from his heavenly soul
his heavenly mind
one day they'll find 
me gone
so secluded
they won't recognize 
should i depart so soon
just stare blankley at the moon
hoping they'll notice my world is changing
i'm making it simpler
by going insane
i am getting smaller
if that is possible
we know it's not permissable
but it's only today once
and you're only you once right
put up a fight
it's just one night
to live
so cold
inside
your love
will hide
but i know
it's lurking
inside