a lonely song
12/21/90

just leave me alone
with no music
be that way
with no friends
to talk to
nothing to read
nothing to write
but this
a lonely song
this lace in my left hand
signifies the world
beautiful
full of emptiness
that you've left me with
with no music
with no life
with nothing but this
a lonely song
their music is so loud
i can't even hear my boots
this leather
with no sound
black on black
on black
with winter socks
reindeer & santa and this
a lonely song
am i not allowed to be lonely?
like we all need to be
sometimes
it builds character.

[To: whoever reads this please don't get the
 wrong idea this is not about today
 it's a reccuring memory mixed with today.]